• 2014 •

Today will be my 2013's last entry, its 31st December 2013 today. We're starting fresh again tomorrow. Forget everything bad happened in 2013 and move on. New year, new dreams, new goals, new smiles, new pains, new challenges, new everything. Take risks and live your life to the fullest, you don't have nine lives like a cat.

Once it ends, it really ends. I experienced so much bittersweet moments this year but its definitely a year to remember.

I changed a lot too this year, in a good way I guess. I wasnt terribly hurt by the surrounding people and everything's basically the opposite of last year. I have friends that I really am comfortable with. I enjoyed 2013 and I'm so thankful to everyone around me. I'm happy with what I have now, thats what matter the most. Alhamdulillah.

          2012 was a year full of lessons, I learned from everything and changed everything positively this year. I realised that being sad will only make me become more pathetic and sadder. This minute, this day, this year won't ever come again so why waste it over something negative? Who knows what might happen to me right? So happy thoughts always! Try at least.

"Emotions can never control you if you control it in the first place." Yes, sadness overwhelmes me at times but you can always get rid of it and idk by doing something you like? eat? exercise? In my case, I'd overcome my sadness by sleeping, watching variety shows, eating, or spring cleaning! Cherish the value of a moment before it becomes a memory.

So much things happened within a year. I gained a lot of friends and lost some too. Well, I guess there's nothing much that I can do about it. People change, that's just how life is but I'm already glad I have such good people around me now.

Umm so do you guys have your new year resolutions ready? I DO! and I'll try my very best to do it. Here are some of my 2014 goals :

• Study hard (I must do this, no joke)
• Be happy and more carefree
• Be more confident of myself and open up to people more
• Save money
• Read more books
• To not waste my time on doing things that doesnt bring any benefit
• Take good care of my skin and get rid of my pimples (pleasee)
• Never look back and prepare for the worst

Last but not least, I'd like to say that I'm truly sorry if I ever made you sad, angry or anything bad to you. I really hope 2014 will be a great year for everyone (including me) and I super duper hope school will be much better next year, I just despise school so much haiz. Anyways, tomorrow is the first blank page of a 365 page book. Write a good one! Happy New Year!

Favourite 2013 books : Shadow & Bone / Clockwork Princess / Prodigy / The 5th Wave / Scarlet / Angelfall / Unravel Me / Crown Of Midnight / The Elite